Constant.

No matter how many times I am mocked, called a disgrace, or feel like a disappointment, I remind myself "There is no condemnation for those in Christ Jesus". And it sets me free - every time. 

John 15:18-2018 “If the world hates you, keep in mind that it hated me first.19 If you belonged to the world, it would love you as its own. As it is, you do not belong to the world, but I have chosen you out of the world. That is why the world hates you.20 Remember what I told you: ‘A servant is not greater than his master.’[a] If they persecuted me, they will persecute you also. If they obeyed my teaching, they will obey yours also.

Romans 8:1 Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus,

He is my reward, Prince of Peace, Emmanuel, Yahweh, Jehovah, El Shaddai, my Rock, my kinsman redeemer, Lord of all.

He is enough for me. His love covers all.